It's not easy. I'm talking with people that could kill me and that scares the shit out of me.

[ She hates it, actually. She doesn't know how to really ... deal with this. How to keep a mask so tight that she starts losing herself. ]

I don't think you did either but - I need to know something...

[ She gets silent, clinking her glass a bit on the table. ]

Are you any of the six, Alvin? Is there a reason someone could have wanted to throw that wrench into the trial and nearly lynch you off behavior?